Well, not really 4. I've been pretty bad about actually putting up all of the installments, so this comes waaaay out of order. Many events led up to this, but this one was too important to put off in favor of continuity. Finding out that I was having a daughter was terrifying at first. The thought of having to deal with a girl 15 years down the line that's as beautiful as her mother made me want to head for the hills and be the only man she'd ever have in her life. I can honestly say now that I'm filled with a joy, pride, and hope that I've never had before, and she's not even here yet. Still....hopefully I can provide that Y chromosome the 2nd time around...